I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life When you're with me,
baby the sky'll be blue For all my life.
December's Holiday!
Woo Christmas gonna come soon! Oh well, my family and I don't celebrate Christmas.
But, I have one wish for this Christmas. I hope 27th of December-3rd of January gonna be the best holiday ever! Australia, I'm coming! (:
London, I ♥ you
I had been wishing to visit London, America and France
since I was around 11 years old.
But oh well, I hope my next summer holiday, I could visit
France woohoo!
He's totally a jerk!
BOY: I think its better that we just be a friend. GIRL: Why? U like another girl? BOY: No! I just feel that being single is better. GIRL: sigh … alright then. BOY: But I will still love you. If someday I wanna be your boyfriend again, will u accept me? GIRL: Nope, sorry. I don’t want to regret again for the second time. Bye. Few days later, the girl heard that her ex bf dates on another girl. GIRL: What the **** ?! He lied to me! Damn bastard! based on a true story.
If you ever been in love.
You'll know the feeling. How you feel insane and time passes so slowly when you're not with them. How they dominate your thoughts and you can almost feel them with you. How you can't help but smile when you know they're thinking about you. How when things aren't going well it drives you insane and you can't seem to think straight. How when they're not yours, you miss them so much and you feel that dull emptiness in your chest. Most of all, you'll know how they're literally everything to you and nothing can change that.
you are my brightest star ✬
Yeah, this room is dark and i couldn’t see anything in my surrounding, but one thing i could see, i could see you. Cause you are the brightest one among the others ♥
about girls ♥
Girls aren't going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that.
Common Test!
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Tomorrow is the starting day of common test as well as the first day of term 2. Seriously, I don't believe it. Time flies so fast. I thought that common test was still a long way to go, but nope! I should face common test by tomorrow! sigh :'( I remembered when the first day of school, on that time I felt that my sec 3's class was kinda boring, however, after time had past 1 month, 2 months, 3 months, I find out that my sec 3 class is kinda fun! But well not as fun as my sec 2 class :] anyway gotta study sociology for tomorow :) see ya all & wish me luck! ;D
My worst nightmare
That one day, any girl will take my spot. That one day a girl will sit with you, laugh with you, smile with you & have a good time with you. That one day a girl will realized that you are amazing. That one day that girl becomes your girlfriend. That one day she takes my spot for good. That one day you will forget about me because you’re busy thinking about her. Yeah, that scares me the most. Because, I want to be that girl. I want to be only girl. I don’t want anyone to take my spot. Why? Because, if anyone takes my spot; there won’t be anyone else who can take yours … which is probably going to be the worst reminder that I lost my spot to her. ♥
This is my wish boy.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
I dont know how to describe my feeling right now. it seems like I'm happy to fall for another guy, but then in other side I'm worried that someday he could hurt my feeling like a cat scratches my heart into pieces. it's painful, yeah so painful. I don't want to be a broken hearted girl again for the second time. I just wish I could always be happy when I'm with him and last but not least we will
n e v e r b e a p a r t ... ♥
n e v e r b e a p a r t ... ♥
Hi! I'm a teenage girl.
I have good days and bad days & sometimes take it out on others;
when my ipod is blasting, the rest of the world gets turned outtt
there's a boy that I can't seem to stop thinking about.
[ he's the reason i look forward to school everyday ]
I can't go one day without saying or doing something silly
I truly don't know what I'd do without my friends.
[ they know how to make me happy and always here for me ]
i can be stubborn, bitchy, and a little clueless at times
& sometimes, in one day, dozens of things go wrong... ♥
but when I take step back and look at things clearly,
I realize how much I truly appreciate life, with every imperfection
I know that I'm still young, I know I have a lot to learn
>> and I dont want to grow up too fast. (:
there's a boy that I can't seem to stop thinking about.
[ he's the reason i look forward to school everyday ]
I can't go one day without saying or doing something silly
I truly don't know what I'd do without my friends.
[ they know how to make me happy and always here for me ]
i can be stubborn, bitchy, and a little clueless at times
& sometimes, in one day, dozens of things go wrong... ♥
but when I take step back and look at things clearly,
I realize how much I truly appreciate life, with every imperfection
I know that I'm still young, I know I have a lot to learn
>> and I dont want to grow up too fast. (:
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL !
Monday, July 12, 2010
Well first day of school is totally sucks ! my friends and I are separated in different classes. Plus! my homeroom teachers are erghhh, worse ! But i have something to achieve in this secondary 3, i will increase my marks by study harder and pay more attention to the teachers. I hope, it works :O
Watcha !
Friday, July 9, 2010
So yesterday i was thinking of watching predators
Kay, I had bought 3 tickets of eclipse. Then, i sat down on the chair. Hey You! yes, u ! Guess, what was i thinking that time while sitting?? mmm.. any idea? GEEZ ! why don't i choose karate kid? I immediately checked the movie schedule on PV. guess what? karate kid starts on 20:30 pm . oh well phew! i didn't choose it, cuz the movie starts so late :O
Afterwards, my mom and lil sist came to the cinema XXI to find me. Then, we bought snacks for our movie :D ohh yumm ! :9
As u can see above, it's ECLIPSE ! this is the movie that my mom, lil sist and I gonna watch! well I had been watching this movie for 2 times in cinema. I thought i gonna be bored of watching this movie, cause i had watched it with my friends on June 1.
Now is the time ! The movie is starting in ONE TWO THREE ... sssshhhhhh ! silent !
Now is the time ! The movie is starting in ONE TWO THREE ... sssshhhhhh ! silent !
half hour had past ...
my lil sist couldn't stay silent !
my lil sist couldn't stay silent !
one hour had past ...
Again, my lil sist couldn't stay silent!
one and half hour had past ...
AGAIN AND AGAIN ! my lil sist couldn't stay silent ! OMG !
two hours had past...
Me: U are so freaking noisy, buddy!
She: HAHAHA! The movie was nice!
Me: GAHH ==' omg u liked adult movie ?!!
and finally~
*THE MOVIE HAD ENDED*
Again, my lil sist couldn't stay silent!
one and half hour had past ...
AGAIN AND AGAIN ! my lil sist couldn't stay silent ! OMG !
two hours had past...
Me: U are so freaking noisy, buddy!
She: HAHAHA! The movie was nice!
Me: GAHH ==' omg u liked adult movie ?!!
and finally~
*THE MOVIE HAD ENDED*
So what i thought before was wrong ! I wasn't boring of watching this movie again, but I felt this movie was really awesome ! And yeah ! I must buy eclipse dvd's for my collections ! :D
I have tried to forget u, boy by ignoring u. And finally i could forget you, well just let the memories that we had done together stay in my heart . :)
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Don't talk to me because you're "bored." I'm not here to entertain you. And don't come to me only when you need a favor. I don't like being used. Just get them away cause i'm not going to be your last resort. I want someone to talk to me because they sincerely want to. Those kind of people are worth my time.
One of my legs is injured !!
Monday, June 28, 2010
So here let me tell you why my leg is injured ... Kay, so on Saturday my mom was planning to go with my lil sister and I to Emporium Pluit. Well when i was choosing what shoes to be wear so that it can match in with my clothing, my mom asked me to wear the flat shoes that i bought for quite a long time ago mmm... maybe around last 2 years. I rarely wear that shoes, cause it is uncomfortable to be wear. Well then i think, yeah i better wear that shoes cause i'm so rarely wear it. Then, when the time i reached EP, i felt uncomfortable wearing that shoes. Ckckck plus ! few hours later, my leg got injured ! cause of what? of course, because of that damn shoes! :( But pheww! now it is not hurt again :)
WANNA WATCH THESE MOVIES!
Friday, June 18, 2010
I'm so so so wanna watch these movies! I bet these movies are awesome !
Well Toy Story, i had ever watched this before when i was in primary 5, i guessed :s
and i found out that this movie was nice and interesting!
Letters To Juliet, OH MY GAWD! I must watch this movie! cause what? In that movie, there is AMANDA SEYFRIED! She is totally gorgeous! Well, every movie that she played, i'll always watch it, except for "Mama Mia" (cause that movie is so damn long ago) ! For me, she's charming, beautiful and also good in acting!
Ps. She is brave in acting! yeah for u guys who had watched "Dear John" and "Chloe", u guys will know what do i mean by [ brave in acting ] ... !
Seriously, I must watch both of them ASAP!
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Sometimes no matter how secure you feel in someone's arms, no matter how tight you hold onto that person's hand, you can find yourself falling madly in love with someone else.
I can say i love you in many languages,
but none is like the language of both of our
hearts beating together :]
I Don't Need A Perfect Guy !
Who wants the perfect guy? Not me. I don’t want anyone perfect. I don’t want anyone normal, that's just boring. I want someone weird. I want someone unpredictable. I want someone who lets things slide and who loves to laugh and makes me laugh. I want someone who will be crazy about me, and isn’t afraid to let everyone know it. I want him to be able to tell me to shut the hell up when I am bugging him. I want someone who challenges me, in every way. I want someone who pisses me off, but I can never be mad at. But perfect? That’s one thing I never want. Maybe just perfect for me.
REPORT BOOK!
Saturday, June 12, 2010
On Friday, 11th June was the judgment of dead and alive x( and i felt that I'm dead ! well even though my average mark is 62.48% in sec2, I'm still not satisfied with it! My sec 1's average mark is way much better than sec 2's one! uhhhh so disappointed with my report ! i know i can do much better than this sec 2's and the key answer is * study harder * ! Yeah everyone hates to study, but to get good grades, i must study harder! YES I MUST STUDY HARDER in sec 3! A BIG MUST MUST MUST!
Honestly, I was so regret cause i didn't study hard in this sec 2 and took easy of the exams. I prefer playing computer & watching television all day long rather than focusing on my studies. Now, the results are so damn worst ! Well although there's still have people who have lower average marks than me, but I'm still disappointed and not satisfied with my marks! This is the worst average mark that i ever get in BBS!
RELATIONSHIP.
Here’s the think about having a relationship. You can never look for it. It’s like when you lose your keys - if you look for them, you’ll never find them You just have to wait for them to pop up under the couch. So i’m playing it as patient as I can. I’m not going to rush into having a relationship just because I’m lonely sometimes. I’m waiting for the right person.
Wish I could turn back time.
Friday, June 11, 2010
Well my friends, u know we will be separated in different classes. And i know you guys feel so sad bout it, esp for our form teacher, Miss Yunita who taught us for 2 years gonna leave BBS and not teach us again. We gonna miss u so badly, miss :(
Honestly when i type each word by word in this blog, i feel so sad n cry :'( everything pops up in my mind, when the first day i moved to BBS, i sat in the first row with Melissa. We all introduced ourselves and from there we knew each other, well although its just a short introduction, but at least we knew each others name. in 1 zeal, i got quite a lot of good friends, we named ourselves "JEWGSM" which consists of Jennifer grace, well when the first time i saw her i thought she is a kind of a nerd (haha no offense jek :p) and a quiet girl, but what? when in term 3, she change and become a gossip girl who likes to gossips haha xP. followed by Emily, i was one room with her in orientation camp, that time i thought is a quiet girl too, but when in term 3, she also change to be a girl who likes to gossip (no offense too emil :p) then, Winny, a girl who i thought is the same like jege, but uhhhh she is totally not, she is talkative and like to gossip too hahaha. btw win, i thought u are a kind of annoying girl, haha and its true! U like to tease me huh! :b Griffin the generous? uhhh A BIG NO NO ! hahaha when the first day of school she looks innocent, not annoying and when four of us (I, mel, win and fin) ate together when break and lunch time, she seems so quiet and not talkative. But suddenly when we were in term 2, she changed to be a talkative girl, and uhh a little annoying, but what? when we were in sec2 she is totally annoying and do you still remember fin why i became not friendly again to u cause of that prob?!! but its already past, just forget it. at least, i become friendly again to u now ;p yeah its true that she is innocent and Dangerous! :O *i'm shocked!*. S is for Stella and its me haha. J to the E to the W to the G to the S to the M, Oops here is the M! M is for Melissa, she is a bookworm (kidding mel :D), kind, patient, well sometimes she is kinda annoying duh haha. Melissa is my previous friend in P6, we ever be a good friend, but then our friendship not so close again because of friendship problem D: then when we moved to BBS, we became a good friend again and until now she still be my best friend haha. Mel, we should always be keep in touch until we old XD hihi. Hey Mel! do you still remember when we fought just because of a small problem? hehe well, we are stupid ya just cause of that small prob, we fought?!! :P then from that time I and nia became a friend and we both ate together with emil and jek during break and lunch time. it took a week if i'm not mistaken, i and mel turned to be a friend again (ceritanya udh baikan neh hihi). Then i asked nia, emil and jek to join us eat together and 7 of us become good friends :D We spent our time together, we hang out, photo box, narcissism together (nia and fin do u still remember we took a photo in museum? haha its kinda scary :O) But then when term 4 i think, we had a friendship problem and that time we started not to speak again to Nia. Well, she thinks i'm the one who ask my friends not to friend with her again, but hey its not me dude! :p u know who is the person ryt? u know ryt??! hahaa just forget it also lah, its past already :b And hey JEWG! do u guys still remember when we teased on him? we wrote something bad about him on a piece of paper, then he told what we had done to him to Miss Yunita and Mr. Anba. do you guys know who is the *HIM*? hehe well I can't stop laughing when our friend's, Winny, wrote "Huge Nose, Big Nostril, Dig the Giant UPIL" on the paper, HAHAHAHAHA! So Funny Man!! :D Guys, as u know i missed sec1 moments, well for me sec1 is kinda so fun! :D
Anyway my zeal buddies, when the first time i met u guys, i thought our class will be the best class ever cause u guys seemed so fun and its true! :) I'm glad to be the part of 1 zeal and 2 zeal :') and luckily we got a good and kind form teacher :D Btw btw, I remembered the time when we were calling names to each other, even though its so annoying. but well, i know its fun and its just a joke. hahaha Guys, i gonna miss u, i know its hard for us to be separated cause we had become classmates for 2 years! And in those years we spent full of laughter's, making a laugh of someone hahaha yeah its fun! and yeah gossiping people too haha :D
I wish i could turn back time to 1 zeal and also 2 zeal, so that we can still be classmates again. Miss u guys a lot. goodbye zealers, take care :') and i hope u all enjoy ur June's holiday, see ya at sec3! :D
Ps. Sorry guys, I'm not describing all of u, because u know, i'm lazy to type and look at this blog! It is so damn long! hahaha :D
I'M NOT SATISFIED WITH MY FYE MARKS!
Monday, June 7, 2010
OH SHIT! NOT satisfied at all with my damn marks! but except for Chinese hehe :D well, i feel that my grades are decreasing since i'm so lazy to study and so often spending my time playing computer rather than study. AND also I take easy of this fye and finally the damn results are not as good as my Mid year exam! uhhhh, i'm so disappointed with this fye. huh :( better i study harder next time and improve my marks! D':
JUNE has come ! ♥
yipeee! June has come! and surely holiday is coming towards! :D i can't wait for 12 June to come ! 12 June is the starting of my school holiday :) and we have holiday for 1 month ! yesh yesh yesh! :D i'm so happy with it! plus there is NO HOMEWORK! Hell yeah, I'm free from those homework that torture me everyday! HAHAHA ! I hope this holiday gonna be fun like last time! and i wish i can go to
FYE gonna be end soon ! tee-hee :D
Monday, May 31, 2010
YESH YESH YESH ! i'm so so so happy, cause there's only 2 exams to go! IT and CHINESE! Hell yeah, i'm so sure that i can pass these 2 exams! ahahaha, anyway i had missed 3 times tuition because i made a reason to my mom that i wanna study for my exams! and my mom deal with it! :D but in fact, i play computer while studying in my room... sssshhhhhh! don't tell my mom ahaha :p let this secret thingy just both of us know :D eii eii, anyway wish me luck for my next exams, so that i can get good grades! AND i'm so freaking HOPE all of my exams can PASS and all of marks are good! :)) anyway, i'm gonna be so thankful to u guys who wish me luck! THX A LOT buddies ! Jesus Bless You :)
What a LIAR u are!
Friday, May 28, 2010
I can't believe on what have u done to me, u trick me!
And how stupid i am, i believe on u!
Anyway good job LIAR!
And how stupid i am, i believe on u!
Anyway good job LIAR!
It's holiday today!
heya! today is Friday, May 28 and guess what? Today is Holiday! tee-hee :D But but but, i'm staying at home :( my mom doesn't allow me to go to mall, cause i'm still having fye next week. urrghh! D: but it's ok, i still can spend my time in home with my computer and also television :)
well, even though it sounds boring, but then i decide to bloggie bloggie today :D hhmmm, i guess i'm addicted in updating my blog everyday. ahahaha. Anyway, don't forget to follow me in tumblr kay? see ya ! :D
Doesn't meant to hurt u ♥
I never meant to start a war. You know I never wanna hurt you.
Don't even know what we're fighting for.
The Time When I Fall In Love ♥
I felt in love not knowing why or how. It's a special feeling that doesn't require much answers. Just Love ♥
FYE CURSE U!
Ohh my, today is MATH & LITERATURE final year exam (FYE) and I hate it so much!! First of all, the math test is really difficult and confusing. I'm sure i gonna fail this time! :( but then, for me this time literature test isn't so hard, average lahh. I hope i will not fail in this test! :D hmmm.. so now, there are 3 exams left and I can't wait for June 3 to come! oh June plis come fast!!
Here is my FYE schedule:
• Tue (25 May) – English P1 & English P3 [go home @12]
• Wed (26 May) – Bahasa Indonesia [go home @9]
• Thurs (27 May) – LITERATURE & MATH [go home @11.30]
• Mon (31 May) – Science [go home @9]
• Wed (2 June) – Information Technology [go home @8.15]
• Thurs (3 June) – Chinese [go home @9.30]
a long way to go… sigh :'(
♥ THE REASON WHY I LOVE YOU ♥
I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile
I love the way you say my name
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down.
I love the fact that when I’m around you I can be myself and not worry
about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.
I love being able to wake up with you by my side… It makes my days better
At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and
feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand… reality hits that you
are not a dream YOU ARE MINE.
I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like
there is no tomorrow
And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the
love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.
I love your laugh
I love hearing your voice
I love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how much
you dislike them, or who they are.
And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand
times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.
But the main reason I love you is because…
You are you!
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